About me


As far as I can remember, I have always been athletic. To find out that I had Parkinson's Disease in 2004, was a total surprise! I had to learn everything that I could about this disease. I read everything and went to many seminars and have and still do participate in Clinical Trials. After reviewing my medical records it was determined that I had tremors in 1987, at age 38 years old. I can no longer smell, I drag my left legs often. I loose my balance but I do enjoy dancing. If I fall, I get right back up.

Many things happen to a person with Parkinson's dsease. As of this date, there is no cure, just medicine and/or DBS to help. I can not have DBS because of the damage done from my previous stroke in the area where the surgery would take place. I am getting ahead of myself.

Then came the major stroke in 2004, after my Parkinson's disease diagnosis. How could this happen? Paralyzed on my left side. I had to learn how to speak, chew and swallow foods, regain all movements on my left side including using my hand and fingers to pick up things, legs and feet to move, stand, learn balance and walking., rebuild the muscles. I won't get into that. It took a year of 3 to 4 hours each day of all kinds of therapies. I had a blood clot in a vein burst in my brain. I thank God that I was able to get back to 99% of me.

I have had 4 major surgeries for female problems, beginning in 1981 and so far no more since 2009. In 2010, we ( My husband and I) purchased a motor coach and traveled over the US spreading the word about Parkinson's disease and passing out brochures We no longer have the motor coach.

When I was diagnosed with Dystonia of the feet and calves, I thought ok, I have had enough. Surely, nothing else will happen.

But I was wrong, more would come. I lost the bone in my lower jaw and ended up with cadaver bone, implants, and gums, and snap in lower dentures. I have had 6 other surgeries adding more bone and gum. I also have been dignosed with temors of my voice box, .

Through all of this, I continue to feel totally BLESSED! I Thank God for helping me. Of course I have pity me times, and say, Why Me, Lord? I am human, but most of the time when this happens, I look in the mirror and say, Why Not Me? I am a fighter and I will continue to fight this disease called Parkinson's Disease. I continue to exercise and meditate.

I use to be so shy. Now I give Seminars on Parkinson's Disease Awareness. I also began writing poetry, I hope you enjoy it.

God Bless,

Margie

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Thursday, July 10, 2014

Acting like a Kid





Exercise is very important for everyone. It is especially true for  those with Parkinson's disease to help with our rigidness.

So I don't become bored with my daily routines, I like to do different things. Today I decided to take a walk.


As I was walking along, I kept getting this beat in my head  
and I began strutting my stuff as I walked.


Walking and feeling the beat and really enjoying myself.
I was in my own little world strutting along.

As I turned the corner, I heard some applause.
I realized they were clapping at me. 
Feeling proud of myself.
I then heard this person say.... Way to go Grandma!

I looked up to see,
It was my son and his family.






































Wednesday, July 9, 2014

I choose to Smile and Live!





A Busy day I have planned for me. 
to fight this thing called Parkinson's disease
I start my day taking my medicines 
 Enhancing my self awareness by meditating,

This gives me a sense of optimism about life, 
I feel a sense of inner peace and acceptance.
I believe all things are possible, 
with God in my life.

My medicine has begun to kick in 
 it is time for my exercises to begin.
               I am off this morning on my trike, 
             enjoying nature's beautiful sights.

So put a smile on your face and have a great day!













Tuesday, July 8, 2014

COMMUNICATION

Today, I want to talk to you about Parkinson's and how it can cause misunderstandings

There have been times, while talking to you, my voice may taper off to where you can barely hear me. I may talk fast and then loose my train of thought because I am slowly thinking of the right words to say. 
There are times, I look as if I am mad, raising my voice for you to hear, sounding stern. Yes, this my Parkinson's disease. These things are not an excuse.
It takes a lot to upset me, and if that occurs I will normally let it go, or talk to you in private.



Having God, friends and family in my life is my reason for living.


Please read the following:


      •  handwriting: Many people complain their writing becomes hard to read. It becomes small, cramped and ‘spidery’. Whilst writing starts out normally, it tends to reduce in size as the page progresses. This is known as Micrographia and is one of the earliest signs of Parkinson’s, caused by Tremor and lack of coordination

     •  speech: it may be slurred or become monotonous with limited variation or expression in the voice, as well as a lack of volume. Some people find that as they talk, their speech becomes faster and incomprehensible. Using the telephone and communicating in social situations where there is background noise or lots of people.  Occasionally people with Parkinson’s have difficulty thinking of the right words to express what they want to say. It may take longer for them to generate sentences and initiate quick remarks, which may make rapid conversation in group situations difficult.  This is known as Bradyphrenia.


      •  facial movement and body language: both can become slow or even diminished. Facial expressions, such as smiling or frowning, may become difficult to make. Body language often lacks spontaneity, and gestures, such as nodding, may be missing. By contrast, abnormal involuntary movements - known as Dyskinesia - may make it difficult to control the face and mouth sufficiently to speak or otherwise communicate. 




  • Parkinson’s can cause a number of communication difficulties: speech, facial expressions, handwriting and  body language are affected in many people. This obviously has a profound impact on how a person with Parkinson's interacts with everyone from family members to complete strangers.

  •       The ways in which Parkinson’s can cause communication difficulties include:These difficulties can impact considerably on quality of life and can contribute to a very misleading picture of the affected person, resulting in assumptions being made about them - often which are erroneous and very distressing. 

  • For example, people may assume that, rather than having Parkinson's, the person is drunk or unintelligent1. Moreover, the ability to communicate may fluctuate during the day, depending on the medication schedule and whether the individual is ‘on’ or ‘off’. Such fluctuations can be very confusing to others.


  • A lack of self-expression can dent your confidence to interact with others. In some people, this could lead to Depression, so it is important that family and friends are aware of your difficulties and encourage you to continue socialising.

Sunday, July 6, 2014

Feeling Blessed



What a nice morning, if you don't mind the humidity!
God has blessed me again ~ I am here another day!

Sitting on my lanai, 
Spending the time enjoying life.
Watching nature at it's best. 
What would it be like to fly?

If only I could fly like the birds in the sky.
I would fly up as high as I could and dive, yes dive
down until I could land softly on the ground.

If only I could swim as smoothly as a dolphin
gliding up out of the water, flip and dive back down.
Oh the beauty of nature. A dream come true,
swimming like a dolphin in the oceans blue.

I wonder how a person like me could be happy as can be.
I will tell you how, because life has ups and downs.
I  am grateful as can be, I survived a major stroke 
and came back just missing one percent of me.
I have Parkinson's and hardening of the arteries in my brain
 A mystery and a challenge for my doctors you see.
But God has blessed me many times and has given back to me.

 Yes I work hard meditating, exercising my brain and body.
I am thankful to God for allowing me to help others
Life is so short and I don't know what tomorrow will bring,
It would be a sin to waste it on pity for me.

I am thankful to God, my family and friends,
Another wonderful Blessing until the end.

















Saturday, July 5, 2014

Learning Tai Chi


It is such a beautiful day. I am  so happy to be able to see the beauty of nature.
Although, I had a rough night, I thank God that I am alive.

As I start my day, as usual  I meditate. 
It helps me to relieve some of my pain as the medicine begins to help as well.

My plan today is to do some exercises called Tai Chi.




Chinese martial art and system of calisthenics, consisting of sequences of very slow controlled movements.


Remember before you begin any exercise, please check with your doctor.

 Very good exercise for balance. 

Please see the following samples learning to do this exercise. 
You may have to copy and paste the  following ones:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ApS1CLWO0BQ


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PNtWqDxwwMg

I hope you enjoy this as much as I do. You may want to check to see if there are any facilities offering Tai Chi in your area, if it interest you.






Friday, July 4, 2014

I AM NOT INVISIBLE


Having a chronic illness  can be a lonely experience. 
Some times you must cancel an engagement 
because you are having an especially bad day.



You may not be able to engage in golf, tennis and etc., 

but you enjoy being with those people.
It becomes hard for you to cope. 
You feel invisible and lonely.

The people seem to like you, 

you hear about their fun of being together,
eating lunch or shopping together.
You understand, but it is lonely... You again feel invisible

You ask yourself.

Are they  afraid that I may fall when out with them?
Is it because I may choke on food if eating lunch with them?
Do you think you may catch what I have?
Are you embarrassed to be around me?

I want to shout >>> I AM NOT INVISIBLE !

I am just like you except that I have a disease,
 that I did not ask for.
I have wants and needs just like you. 
I enjoy being around people.
I am not dying I am still alive.
Just like you, I want to have Friends and enjoy life.

Are you so afraid to share your feelings about me to me.
I am not invisible, I am here.
Will you be my friend?



I WROTE THIS BECAUSE SO MANY PEOPLE WITH ILLNESSES OR DISABILITIES HAVE SHARED THEIR PAIN WITH ME. I FALL INTO THIS  CATEGORY  AS WELL.

HAVING A DISABILITY IS HARD ENOUGH BUT WHEN PEOPLE SEEM TO AVOID YOU AND NOT CALL OR COME BY. 
YOU FEEL INVISIBLE.
WHICH CAN BE JUST AS PAINFUL AS THE DISEASE ITSELF.



Thursday, July 3, 2014

Pick Yourself Up



We all get blues from time to time.
We all have days that we feel like giving in 

Try looking at the good things about your life 
and not the downside of it.
Feel blessed that you are here.
There are others worse than you or me.

No matter what your illness is, 
try to do whatever is best for you. 

Depression can cause a lot of misery in your life. 
You feel isolated.
You are in more pain than normal.
You don't feel like getting up and out of bed.
If you are depressed and can not overcome it,
Help yourself by making an appointment with a psychiatrist.

Seeing a therapist is nothing to feel ashamed  about.

Some may need that extra push to learn to help themselves.

You can pick yourself up with the help from others.

But remember, no one can do it for you.

Some people are afraid to ask.

They like you and want to help,
 But don't want to offend you by asking. 
All you only need is to ask them for assistance.

I ask God to give you the will power and the strength to help yourself.


God Bless!