About me


As far as I can remember, I have always been athletic. To find out that I had Parkinson's Disease in 2004, was a total surprise! I had to learn everything that I could about this disease. I read everything and went to many seminars and have and still do participate in Clinical Trials. After reviewing my medical records it was determined that I had tremors in 1987, at age 38 years old. I can no longer smell, I drag my left legs often. I loose my balance but I do enjoy dancing. If I fall, I get right back up.

Many things happen to a person with Parkinson's dsease. As of this date, there is no cure, just medicine and/or DBS to help. I can not have DBS because of the damage done from my previous stroke in the area where the surgery would take place. I am getting ahead of myself.

Then came the major stroke in 2004, after my Parkinson's disease diagnosis. How could this happen? Paralyzed on my left side. I had to learn how to speak, chew and swallow foods, regain all movements on my left side including using my hand and fingers to pick up things, legs and feet to move, stand, learn balance and walking., rebuild the muscles. I won't get into that. It took a year of 3 to 4 hours each day of all kinds of therapies. I had a blood clot in a vein burst in my brain. I thank God that I was able to get back to 99% of me.

I have had 4 major surgeries for female problems, beginning in 1981 and so far no more since 2009. In 2010, we ( My husband and I) purchased a motor coach and traveled over the US spreading the word about Parkinson's disease and passing out brochures We no longer have the motor coach.

When I was diagnosed with Dystonia of the feet and calves, I thought ok, I have had enough. Surely, nothing else will happen.

But I was wrong, more would come. I lost the bone in my lower jaw and ended up with cadaver bone, implants, and gums, and snap in lower dentures. I have had 6 other surgeries adding more bone and gum. I also have been dignosed with temors of my voice box, .

Through all of this, I continue to feel totally BLESSED! I Thank God for helping me. Of course I have pity me times, and say, Why Me, Lord? I am human, but most of the time when this happens, I look in the mirror and say, Why Not Me? I am a fighter and I will continue to fight this disease called Parkinson's Disease. I continue to exercise and meditate.

I use to be so shy. Now I give Seminars on Parkinson's Disease Awareness. I also began writing poetry, I hope you enjoy it.

God Bless,

Margie

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Thursday, December 8, 2016

The Holiday Season




There are many days that we can barely move

But we must force ourselves to improve
With great effort we must try


Even with flowing tears from our eyes

It's perfectly fine to have some frustration
Our passion for living is full of determination


Although life has many ups and downs

Let's all work to turn this all around
We can begin to look at the bright side
Feeling good about our achievements with pride


Begin each day feeling delighted

Share each moment feeling excited
Reminisce of Christmas past
Drinking cocoa and having a blast!


Decorating the Christmas tree

Is full of joy, can't you see


Listening to Christmas Carols is wonderful

The sweet sound, is helping us feel so delightful
There is such warmth and magic in the air
By sharing with others and saying a prayer!




Merry Christmas!




Tuesday, November 29, 2016

Why Oh Why?

Coffee


Nicotine
Marijuana 
Red Wine








I have read so many reports that say the following may help with Parkinson's:

                            coffee, wine, nicotine and marijuana. 



Nicotine is good for Parkinson's but it causes cancer and addiction

Marijuana is good for all medical illness but can do harm to some and it is still against the law in a few states, and who knows if the insurance companies will pay.

Red wine is good for you, if you drink it in moderation. The same is said for coffee.

We should all  get plenty of sleep and sleep on our side. Sounds good but many of us are lucky to get 4 hours of sleep a night and by 3:00 or 4:00 in the morning, all we care about at that time - is please let my body and mind go to sleep.


I continue to exercise, maintain good weight and eat plenty of fiber. I do my best to be happy and not be depressed.

I guess I should drink a cup or two of coffee each day, and drink a glass of red wine at night.

Why can't they put nicotine and marijuana in the form of a pill for us to take. Instead they spend so much money on research and where does that leave us.

Why - Oh why- is that too much to ask for? And while you are making that pill, please put in a nice non-habit sleeping aid. 

If you make that pill, I will drink coffee and drink a glass of red wine each day.

Thank you.





Saturday, October 29, 2016

Grape Vine



This morning upon waking up, I could barely move
My body was stiff and sore, but I had to prove
That no matter what, those limbs of mine
Have to move so I can get into the groove
With the music, by doing the grapevine

I love to dance, so lets try and take a chance
We can feel the grove, as we see them dance
All you have to do is feel the beat
Then you will begin to move your feet

Even if you hold onto a chair and take small steps
It's loads of fun, and when you are finish you can rest
Just by trying, you will feel so much better
It is a lot better than sitting and watching the weather. 

So join me and lets have fun!



Monday, September 26, 2016

It all begins In your mind





As I woke up this morning, I thanked the Lord for giving me this day
At times I feel so alone with the disease, my life continues this way
Then I go into my bathroom and look in the mirror and say
" Life is full of hard knocks, be thankful that you are here each day"
Giving up and feeling depressed will make you worse in in so many ways

These negative times, can make us feel inadequate
So let's learn to be the heavy weight, and start to activate

Feeling good about yourself each moment in your life is a fantasy.
We must learn ways, to grasp the good and let that be our normality.

We all have bad days and it is ok to feel down at times
Don't feel guilty that you can't feel positive and act like all is fine.
Practice telling yourself, each step that you take to overcome any negative
Whether it is going outside or talking to someone, will help you feel positive.

Remember - It all begins in your mind 

Now - this very moment, you can begin to shine!

Thursday, September 8, 2016

Sometimes we have to Remind Ourselves






So many times, I hear, we are getting closer to a cure
How many times, they say, get involved to fund a little more
In the past year or so, they discovered more now than ever before
You may have to remind yourself, we are so close
I will never, ever give up hope

Whenever it is possible, I volunteer to do clinical trials
I am hopeful that I don't end up to be  just another file.
I have taken charge of fundraisers in the past
But I must admit, as time has passed, I am running out of gas

I am still involved with clinical trials, my blogs and seminars
But traveling and raising funds, will just be in my memoirs
I gave up my car keys, because of my slow reaction
When I become nervous, the tremors are worse and another distraction.

Sharing and caring about others is what I foresee
Although Parkinson's is a part of me, it's not all that is wrong with me
Exercise, meditating, positive thinking keeps me going you see.

Most important to me are my family, friends and Our Lord, Jesus Christ
I can not complain, knowing that the Son of God had sacrificed

Tuesday, September 6, 2016

Many Times You Have To Try.



There have been times when I would only sleep three to four hours a night
I was on the computer or talking to Parkinson's friends thinking it was alright
The day finally came and I said this has to end
I decided to go to bed and relax and it has been a godsend
It didn't happen over night and I wasn't willing to bale out.
In fact that took several months, but it all came about.

I have learned over the years, no matter what the circumstance,
We should do what is necessary and take chances
Never knowing unless you make the effort to try
Even if we fail, just don't give in and go on stand-by
But have patience, and even if there is little change
You gave it your all, for it may be out of range

Always, keep that drive you have within
Pushing harder each day, until you win!


Friday, August 26, 2016

Our Family Memories




Precious times watching our son and daughter grow
They both make us so proud, we could just glow

Memories of our first grandchild, Kristina, was such a gift
But living a thousand miles away, those precious times we missed
Then came our step granddaughter, Angela another gift
Times moved forward, looking back only wish we never missed
Watching them grow into beautiful caring ladies
We are proud grandparents more now than when they were babies

Our daughter lives forty miles from us
Watching the birth of our granddaughter Madison was a plus
Then came along our grandson Grant, just 18 months apart
They are just so lovable and a pair of sweethearts.
Yes we are proud grandparents and have so much love for all
Our family makes us so proud, if we could grow, we would be 10 feet tall.

We have been blessed with so many good friends over the years
Moving throughout the United States and Japan, leaving with tears
My husband was a Marine, so we moved quite often 
After settling down in Florida, I guess our next move will be a coffin.

But we continue to make memories, as our lives go onward
Enjoying fun times with our friends, as time moves forward
Parkinson's slows me down, but I do the best I can
Enjoying our lives with one another, that is our plan.

We think positive with life's ups and downs
Feeling so blessed that we are still around.

Monday, August 15, 2016

A Poem written by My Dear Friend, Jim Evridge

I lost a Dear Friend on July 19, 2016, Jim Evridge Jr., because of  stage 4 Emphysema "AKA:SILVERFOXX-FIGHTING BACK".




Jim had Parkinson's disease and helped many of us suffering with Parkinson's disease through the years. We sometimes laughed, shared memories, knowledge and most of all friendship. My husband Larry and I were able to visit Jim and Kathy a few years ago, when they came to Florida, Wow- what a treat! Such a wonderful caring couple.  Jim gave me permission to use his poem. It has always been on this site, since I began this blog.

 I want to share the poem he wrote:


We have PD .. 

We are a kindred spirit
We cope as best as we can against terrible odds.
We sometimes succeed sometimes we fail sadly,
But we never give up, or give into it.
We rely on each other
We lean on each other
We cry with each other 
We dry each other’s tears.
We love one another like. no other love felt
We lift each other up
We compliment each other.
We share our joys.
We share our misgivings.
We learn from each other.
We care for each other.
We understand.
We try our best to defy the odds,
Against this evil monster … PD.
We fight with everything we have.
We shall never give up our cause.
We shall never give into it.
We have PD


Together you and I, whoever and wherever you are equals “WE”.

Written by Jim Evridge.

No more suffering, dear Jim. You were a true fighter!



"Sometimes our light goes out but is blown into a flame by another human being. Each of us owes our deepest thanks to those who have rekindled that light."   Albert Schweitzer 
"Always remember to be thankful for what you have. There are those less fortunate than you and I who have hope in their hearts and prayers of thanks on their lips."   Jim Evridge AKA:Silverfoxx_Fighting_Back    

Sunday, August 7, 2016

Our struggles






Many times we have to struggle
When we have troubles
But we continue to fight
At anytime, day or night

Our life depends on not giving in
Even when we feel like we are out on a limb
Pushing and moving when we can barely move
We do this each day, to make sure we improve
Parkinson’s won’t win as long as we are together
We will begin to feel as light as a feather.

No more feeling as if we were carrying weights
Gliding smoothly as if we had on skates
These wonderful memories gives us hope
Helping us to be able to cope

Having family and friends so dear
Helping us fight without any fears

Being together we will continue to endure.
Until the day comes when there is a cure!






Saturday, July 23, 2016

Sound of Music









When I hear the sound of music it makes me smile
I enjoy dancing, even if it's just for a little while
Listening to the melodies, that I truly adore
I can feel the beat as my feet wants to soar
So off we go dancing on the dance floor

I may walk with a cane and shuffle my feet

But I can get up dancing and it feels so sweet
Up on the dance floor, I feel healthy and free
Then all of a sudden down I go, falling on my knees.

I get right back up, knowing it is time to sit and rest

Off the dance floor I go, knowing I am so blessed!
No broken bones, a little bruised and just out of breath
These are special times for me, I must confess.

I like hip hop, line dancing, doing the slide, slow dancing and more

I enjoy all of it, even if I mess up, I laugh doing what I adore.
Sharing the music with my husband is always a pleasure
Certain songs brings back many memories that I treasure.

Have you ever listen to a song and felt that beat
Your body may tingle right down to your feet.
Music has a way to enlighten us during the day
It brings us happiness and joy in so many ways

Wednesday, July 20, 2016

Parkinson's around the World




So many of us around the World have Parkinson's disease
Each day, the numbers  continue to grow, it is hard to believe
There are so many questions, without answers for sure
Will we ever know, or just continue to hope for more  

Our scientists, doctors and researchers are finding out more

The brain is a big puzzle and challenge as they explore.
As time has past, they are getting a better understanding
The World Parkinson's Coalition is outstanding

Renowned health professionals, researchers, and advocates globally will be there

Discussing cutting edge science, clinical research and comprehensive care
Knowing that exercising, meditating and positive thinking is the trend
Many Professionals agree it is another tool that they recommend.

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Some helpful information if you are interested:



Join us in Portland, Oregon for the 4th World Parkinson Congress 
More than 3,500 people from 65 countries will attend the WPC 2016 in Portland, OR 

9/20/2016 to 9/23/2016
When:9/20/2016
Where:Oregon Convention Center
777 NE Martin Luther King Jr Blvd
Portland 97232
United States
Presenter:World Parkinson Coalition

Go to their Website to for more information:

http://www.wpc2016.org/?page=Promotion

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